I always thought you were on hiatus or sth due to school.
&This is just my opinion, I don't speak for the whole RP or anything, but I'm open for you taking the charries up again if you want. For one thing, I can understand the whole 'too shy' thing because I have the same problem; which makes it v. hard for me to really ask anyone to rp with me or for me to even broach the subject with people. Hell, I haven't rped in ages &admit I've been neglecting my own characters as well due to personal reasons. [I'm bad mod, really]
I'm totally being garbled on what I'm saying, but I never saw your rendition of the characters you played as ooc or badly written. I've always believed there is no ONE TRUE WAY to play a character. It's all up to your imaginations &how you perceive them to be played as. Which is why I refuse to tell/order people to play their characters a certain way, because, really, where's the fun in getting told how to play a character?
But, you can always try again. Because, I mean, I think I've been getting better with the shy thing, er, before I started declining &getting all 'must deal with private life thingsblahblahblah.' So there's no reason why we can't help you get over the shy thing, right? I mean, we love you &this rp is like family, baby.
So. I. UUH. I HOPE I MADE SENSE WITH THIS :x
*is now terribly embarrassed*
I am on hiatus because of school. Was. Whatever. Because I do have very major exams coming up - two sets, in fact, the first of which will decide if I can take the second, and the second of which will essentially decide if I get that scholarship I'm aspiring after. And that determines if I go to university because I can't afford it otherwise and heaven knows I want to go to university. Even if I'm not entirely sure what I want to do with the rest of my life, which makes me unsure what course I should take in university.
And I'm not supposed to be writing all this here, and I apologise for my tendency to whinge instead of actually doing something [like studying]. My point was that since I'm rarely online and Ryoma's a [vaguely] important character, maybe I should just give him up. And Kaidoh doesn't get enough love from me, so...
I'm making even less sense now than I did before. >_<
*takes deep breath and tries again*
I haven't been on AIM for ages, really. I'm only really online when I'm in school, and we're blocked from downloading chat programs on those comps. I just don't think it's fair to the boys to be consigned to sitting in my brain staring at plate tectonics and wondering when they can play with the others.
I don't really want to give them up, actually, but... yeah. Something. Don't know, maybe I just don't think I'm a good enough RPer. I think.
I would love to still be able to talk to all of you when my exams are over, always assuming you lot still remember me with some semblance of fondness. And who knows, if no one's taken the boys by the time I'm done, maybe I'll pick them up again. But that'll only be next year, because my exams end 29th Nov and then I'm going overseas [no internet] to visit my grandma whom I haven't seen in... four years? Thereabouts.
If for some obscure reason you want me to keep the boys, I'll at least say here I'm open to them being modded...
I'm not ruling out coming back to TYRP eventually. I love this RP. But it's not something I can keep up with right now...
:) I'll save the charries for you then, darling ♥
[sorry it took this long for me to respond, my e-mail notifs are totally wonky ://]
My kidlet, nooo don't go. ;o;
Don't worry, I still love you? And you're still my daddy. :D
*points up* You can read that rambly reply to ebbi if you want a more thorough [albeit confusing] reason for why I'm leaving...
Right now, STUDY. STUDY TILL YOU FUCKING DROP, then call me to help scrape your remains off the ground. 8D
But after the A levels you are coming back and Inui is molesting Kaidoh to kingdom come.
Pun not intended.
Fwuaaahhhhh. :( Shishi-mun has been on hiatus like woah as well, so dun feel bad about neglecting your characters for a bit, hai?
Work on your A's like a mad.. thing and come back after that, okay? Because TYRP loves you too, and like, if you ever want your characters back, they are SO yours. ♥ (Slacker) Mod's word, yanno. ^_^
Waaah. But, but.. I didn't get to steal Ryoma's racquet again.
On another note, my typist says if you ever come back and pick up the boys, please throw as many ims her way as you want, if you ever want stupid, off the wall, out of the blue roleplay.
Oh, and she wishes you lots of luck with the school and exam things she's sure you'll be dealing with while you're gone.